winter wonderland

[ me & jennifer @ hannah's . jan 2009 ]

so, as i was leaving work today, and the snow was falling pretty rapidly. it excited me very much because we haven't really had a good snow fall this season. All the ups and downs with moving to Tennessee, I'd definitely have to say that actually experiencing the 4 seasons has been great.

I've been pondering what my next step is after I finish my treatment. I really want to get into the work world. I feel so inadequate though. I finished school also two years ago and haven't had any work experience since. I just don't know what I want to do w/ my life. I have a desire to enter the fashion industry and try and move to NYC but then again, I just don't know. ugh. I hate being so unsure about things. But, one thing I am sure of is that I am ready to have my own place again, to get everything out of storage, and to start the next season.

looking to the new year

I had a great christmas holiday and new year's celebration. Christmas was spent in south florida with my brother's family and we had a great time.

I went to D.C. to celebrate new year's with one of my best friends, Stefanie Householder. It was a great time. We went to the Grand Hyatt in downtown D.C. to a formal/semi formal event.

After returning from my december trips, I got fantastic news in the mail from my insurance company. They have decided to overturn their decision of the pre-existing decision so they are going to pay all the bills that were denied for pre-existing. (praise GOD) I'm am totally blessed and so excited for what this year has for me. I have started the countdown for my treatment to be over. I will be finished in March and hope to have clear results on the next PET scan.

On to a not so happy subject. I just found out that yet another female friend of mine has decided to date a girl. She says she's always been attracted to women and she is in love w/ the girl she is currently with. ugh. I just don't get it. I don't understand how people's minds justify these decisions. it's a complicated situation, but I'm just trying to be her friend and love her in this situation.

looking forward to great things in 2009. [this picture is from new year's eve]